Thursday, 10 January 2008
11:34 pm Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
This blog here is really a place for me to vent all my fustrations..1st Ave trading today: Was called back to do morning shift due to the open house today so we are supposed to open for operation..So suay tt i got to do cashiering which is sth tt it is best not to do at first ave..everything was all fine when Ms JT try to find problem with me..One customer came to exchange a cardigan bought on tue for 2 t-shirts..so supposedly i am to do an exchange, or a refund of the previous day receipt and key in a totally new transaction for the change so that the pos system stock quantity will be correct..but this lousy system doesnt allow us to do exchange cuz there's no such button and i cant void away the previous receipt cuz the previous day earning was already totaled correctly and are with the lecturer..so if i void the receipt which is 2 days ago, then i will haf short of money today cuz the person oni need to top up $1.80 instead of paying $33.80, and more money will appear for the previous day..if this happen, the lecturers will be damn pissed off when at the end of the trading they haf to give us back the money..So i printed an extra receipt, put remark and told Mr H..and Mr H said:"Oh..okie lor..I'll discuss with Ms T then we'll settle this see how to key" so i said:"so i leave the receipt in the cashier will do isit?" and he replied me yah..so i went to have lunch..Then Ms T get someone to call me and ask me to repeat all over again wat happen, so i might as well go back the store to settle it and there i got scolding from Ms T..say wat how can i just leave the receipt lyk tt n leave without saying anything..and she said wat i didn't do anything to the stock number then the data is not correct..say what this is a lesson tt i haf to learn which is cannot just print receipt, write remark and walk off without correcting the problem..n she said wat dun everything go find her cuz she is not in charge, it's the store management thing which is under Mr H..So now wat..i dun see any fault in me so i tried to explain but she still feels i'm wrong..cuz firstly i reported to Mr H..secondly is Mr H say wan to go discuss wif her de..it's not I ask Mr H to go ask her..It's Mr H himself not sure wat to do also..and thirsly it's not i dun wan to do the correction, but i dunno how, Mr H oso dunno how so he say leave it to let him n Ms T settle..then suddenly become my fault..I mean if Mr H tell me to wait there while he get Ms T to help then i will wait there lah..but is he say just count the money correct then can go le, the problem they will settle..i dun understand y suddenly i haf to take the blame..n since she is the lecturer for one of my subj, i cant tok back to her or do much explanation otherwise i will be deemed as rude just lyk wat happen to my sweetheart's grp last semester..It really makes me so pissed off but she is the person who give me marks wat can i do..i can just say "yah, understand le. yah, i learnt my lesson le.oh , okie" i seriously tink is their own lecturers' communication breakdown then y find fault in me?!Oral Presentation:Something tt i fear most is to talk to strangers in a very formal way..some more in english..i cant express myself well in english especially when it comes to presentation and have to talk formally..pple who noe me shld noe tt when i just get to noe someone i dun tok much at first until after a few times of meeting then will talk lyk a chatterbox..moreover now is talking to a tutor, a stranger..seriously it's already very gd tt i din cry cuz last time when comes to solo presentation i will nervous until i cry..So as expected, i din do well cuz i totally dunno wat i'm saying..my tutor was kind enough to be very frank with me though tt i wont score for the oral presentation..he said:" i expected alot from u during this presentation cuz i ur report very well done..i'm kind of surprised with the things u say..u seem to be unable to express urself well..seriously saying, with the way u present ur ideas, it's very hard to even convince me tt the report is doen by u." so yah..tt's how bad it is when it comes to oral presentation..something tt i fear most n hate most..i just dun lyk to talk formally in front of strangers but still this is sth tt i haf to overcome and train beta cuz i'm in business! a job which requires alot of toking..fluently..fast and precise..And today before i went work, i suddenly found tt my face suddenly got rashes again..so itchy and it's one big patch..will be abit swollen also..dunno y will lyk tis..last time it will recover in 1 or 2 days time..hope can faster recover..*I want to study but i dun feel lyk studying*I want to do my project but i dun feel lyk doing it*I want some company but I wish to be alone*Iwant to go shopping but i dun feel lyk going out*I want to earn money but I dun feel lyk working~What do I really want now???
