Sunday, 25 November 2007
4:42 pm Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I think i'm really going crazy!!!!Okie..yesterday morning went swimming wif han they all..n we (me n han) swam 8.5 laps while our dear miss 'xiao ya' swam for oni 5.5 laps..haha..so after swimming we went to eat at hougang mall n i make them walk from the swimming complex all the way to the mall under the hot sun..after lunch was studying time at my hse..n we really did study..but 'xiao ya' n han was lyk nearly going to knock off le..lolz..lots of laughter and all..and i'm proud to announce i help xiao qing to come up wif a new name which is tan 'xiao ya' cum dumpling duckling cuz when she tok she sounded agit lyk duck duck wif the 'ge ge' sound..lolz..Went for ktv at hougang plaza wif tik, des, 'xiao ya' and quan..from 7.30pm we sang till 2.30am..n i tink i really was superb to be able to last till midnight for the whole day full of activities..it was fun, however i feel super bad for my sudden bad mood during k..i tink i sort of n kind of spoil their mood a little..cuz i was lyk singing very soft, then sing half way then eject and even totally ejected some very 'high' songs away..i dunno wat's wrong wif me but after singing 2 emo songs of jolin, i started to feel very troubled, very vex and even feel lyk crying!i really dunno wat's going on..n just when i feel very vex..the microphone trying to play game wif me..going on and off lyk tt..makes me feel tt even the mic wan to bully me and the more i feel lyk crying..i could tell tt everyone was puzzled bcuz of my sudden mood change..lolz..but really so sorry towards them..i didn't mood swing on purpose..Didn't noe wat to do at tt point of time so luckily got my fav juan tok to me on my phone..n after listening to her advice to sing 'ku bu chu lai' by zhang hui mei then i feel beta..then slowly slowly then i change back to the fun fun mood..See..my mood can change as fast as the chameleon change their colour..even i myself get puzzled over my own emotions and mood all all the weird behaviours nad determination i've set recently..And..! sweetheart and han..u two see this post le must help me lecture dumpling ducklinng..she said she wan to share cab home wif me after k-box but she suddnely say her fren come fetch her home then she went off without me..in the end i haf to take cab home myself.. :'(
