Thursday, 29 November 2007
11:54 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Got depression after the 2 tests today..The tests are both so disgusting lor..I did study but then i mixed up everything..so demoralising lor..so so so upset..although both test only stand a small percentage of oni 10%, but it still affects the 'A' grade i'm aiming..The first test in the morning is the most stupid one..Its a test on fashion..which covers fromm 1900s to 2000s..so we got to study tings lyk relationship between today trend and historical influence, fashion designers, silhouettes and prediction of future trends..altogether we got to memorise bout 21 fashion designers name from yr 1900 till 2000..and their names are all the weird weird spelling..cant even pronounce them properly..then every ten yrs theres a new era, so there 10 era we haf to noe, plus all the silhouette ting..it's filled in the blanks so i tot is lyk small blank..and who noes it is really 'fill in the blanks'..my lecturer just put the yrs there and ask us to name everything..from the era to the designer to the silhouette to the fahion and even the prediction of future trends..Knowing so many things sounds fun but its not fun at all to have such a test..wrote everything down but ended up mixed in the wrong yr..feel really demoralised..Then noon test was open book..tot was quite relax but then dunno isit i stupid or wat..i got a C oni..went to the library to study the textbooks but stil no use..the questions were all sound similar but they expect different answer for each question..really kills my brain cells..but luckily tutor say the result may not be accurate cuz before us got pple log in to the tests before..and one person can do it many times..tt's y..But still..very sad..and tml is communication skills writing test..like eng letter writing..haihz..no mood to go study letter format at all.but at least i did sth..i done my part of the grp hospitality tourism project..
Wednesday, 28 November 2007
10:44 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Well..now is already 10.45pm and i haven start studying for my 2 tests which are on tml..Not tt i'm slacking..but cuz this few days i was reading a book titled 'Tuesdays with Morrie'..i guessed many pple shld haf read this book or at least heard of this title..and i can say this book is really nice tt it's able to keep me reading on and on and even want to read more..It's a true story, easy to understand and the writing style really conveys all the emotions and all..felt abit heavy in my heart after finishing the whole book..i really strongly recommend pple to read it..it's just simply about life and death; 'fundamentals of life'..and the quotes inside are really facts that we neglect, and life will definitely be better if we could learn and absorb them..the quotes are easy to understand but difficult for us to do it cuz we usually take things for granted and would always waste our time away on things which are actually less impt lyk fame, wealth, etc. We live in a culture that is less expressive and more practical..the fact is, how many of us will actually say 'i love you' to our parents now and then..i guess for most of us will feel awkward and shy, or even feel tt there's isn't a need..Some quotes i find it really meaningful..'The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, dont buy it.''So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they are busy doing things they think are important. This is because they are chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.'When people often say 'if i were young again', it just reflects 'unsatisfied lives. Unfulfilled lives. Lives that haven't found meaning in your life. Because if you've found meaning in your life, you dont want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more, do more.''Do the kind of things that come from the heart. When you do, you wont be dissatisfied, you wont be envious, you wont belonging for somebody else's things.'
Tuesday, 27 November 2007
2:10 am Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
不同人对于爱情有着不同的看法..
看着身边的分分和和.. 到底两个人在一起的意义是什么..
'珍惜眼前人'- 说起来容易, 但谁又真的会珍惜呢?
在两个人的世界里, 想长久的在一起真的不简单.. 需要包容, 体恤, 信任, 负出, 等等.. 做这么多也不能要求对方有所回报..
只有靠嘴巴说才算表达吗? 我比较相信眼睛所看到的, 心所感觉到的..因为只有这样才是最真的.. 天天对对方说 '我爱你' 的人能表达自己对另一伴的情感, 但又能让对方感受到多少呢..说出来的可能是谎言, 但用心真诚的去做, 往往都会是最真的..
~~~
对我来说, 喜欢并不一定要说出来.. 藏在心里未必是件坏事.. 尤其是料到没有好的结果.. 我要好的朋友还有'亲爱的'会问我为什么不要说出来.. 我只说 '有这个必要吗?知道了又怎样, 不知道又怎样.. 既然已经知道结果了.. 说出来可能会彼此感到尴尬..改次碰到面也不知道要说什么..弄得连朋友或许都做不成..那值得吗?'
Sunday, 25 November 2007
4:42 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
I think i'm really going crazy!!!!Okie..yesterday morning went swimming wif han they all..n we (me n han) swam 8.5 laps while our dear miss 'xiao ya' swam for oni 5.5 laps..haha..so after swimming we went to eat at hougang mall n i make them walk from the swimming complex all the way to the mall under the hot sun..after lunch was studying time at my hse..n we really did study..but 'xiao ya' n han was lyk nearly going to knock off le..lolz..lots of laughter and all..and i'm proud to announce i help xiao qing to come up wif a new name which is tan 'xiao ya' cum dumpling duckling cuz when she tok she sounded agit lyk duck duck wif the 'ge ge' sound..lolz..Went for ktv at hougang plaza wif tik, des, 'xiao ya' and quan..from 7.30pm we sang till 2.30am..n i tink i really was superb to be able to last till midnight for the whole day full of activities..it was fun, however i feel super bad for my sudden bad mood during k..i tink i sort of n kind of spoil their mood a little..cuz i was lyk singing very soft, then sing half way then eject and even totally ejected some very 'high' songs away..i dunno wat's wrong wif me but after singing 2 emo songs of jolin, i started to feel very troubled, very vex and even feel lyk crying!i really dunno wat's going on..n just when i feel very vex..the microphone trying to play game wif me..going on and off lyk tt..makes me feel tt even the mic wan to bully me and the more i feel lyk crying..i could tell tt everyone was puzzled bcuz of my sudden mood change..lolz..but really so sorry towards them..i didn't mood swing on purpose..Didn't noe wat to do at tt point of time so luckily got my fav juan tok to me on my phone..n after listening to her advice to sing 'ku bu chu lai' by zhang hui mei then i feel beta..then slowly slowly then i change back to the fun fun mood..See..my mood can change as fast as the chameleon change their colour..even i myself get puzzled over my own emotions and mood all all the weird behaviours nad determination i've set recently..And..! sweetheart and han..u two see this post le must help me lecture dumpling ducklinng..she said she wan to share cab home wif me after k-box but she suddnely say her fren come fetch her home then she went off without me..in the end i haf to take cab home myself.. :'(
Thursday, 22 November 2007
2:35 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Task accomplished!! I went to play badminton in school today..wake up in the morning and i specially make the trip down to school lor cuz actually today's lessons all cancelled de..
Well..played for two hours and my hand is already aching lyk hell..right hand will keep sshaking..and my back hurts again..sound lyk an old woman..but anyway..the next incredible thing that i going to do today is to go to the community library at tampines to pay my library overdue fine and borrow book!haha..
Recently i think i got 人格分裂症..totally a different person as compared to one month ago de me..
Tuesday, 20 November 2007
11:09 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
I feel so sotong siax....haha..Was supposed to reach sch at 9am today to learn the pos machine tt is newly bought into first ave..BUT THEN............I was still in bed at 9.15am!hahaWhen i look at my hp, my alarm is still on..but it din ring..guess why?Cause i set my alarm time as 1.15am instead of 7.15am! haha..By the time i bathe and brush my teeth all tt..9.30 le..took a cab and fly down to sch..and just when i was late n wasn't able to choose cab..i hop into a eurasian-indian cab..WaHaHa..but tt uncle was nice..i told him i was late for half an hour already and told him to go by expressway to avoid jam..and noe wat..he drive at a speed of 130km/hr..super fast!!!even when he turns, he oni reduce his speed by lyk 10km? oni..at that point of time i really feel tt i may get into an accident anytime cuz he sure wont be able to break in time..he drove at 130km/h and was lyk cutting lanes from left to right then left again throughout the whole journey..lyk those action movies trying to follow the thieve's car lyk tt..my heart nearly jump out of my mouth sitting in the cab..but..it feels fun too..haha..lyk in a movie lyk tt..lolz..Reached sch in 10 mins time..haha..thanx to the uncle..really super fast..well..by saying tt it doesn't mean i will haf gd impression on indian uncles..but Eurasian-indian uncles are different from pure indian uncles..haha!Although i was 40mins late..but still manage with the learning process of the new pos machine in first ave..luckily they started off wif simple transactions and entering discounts and stuffs..haha..That was first half of the day..second half of the day i decided to plan start to really be hardworking..went to buy files to file all my notes from year 1 till now..then still organise and transfer all the extra notes taken during lecture onto the correct lecture notes..then all the packing of worksheets..was looking for an organiser oso..objective is to plan more study schedule and exercise schedule..lately dunno wat's wrong wif me but i got a strong urge and determination to start a healthy, thrifty lifestyle..haha..work and health must balance out..haha..i bet those who are close to me will start to laugh if the read all these..haha..but..i shall start to be more serious wif my life..
Monday, 19 November 2007
10:42 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Out of nowhere, i'm gonna haf a 5 day holiday (wed-sunday) bcuz of all my field work session..which means we are suppose to research on proj so there's no lect or tutorial..haha..but the usual business slackers, we will make use of the time to slp and shopping and all..Retail therapy! hahaHaven really plan my days yet but wed going out wif my grp mates to far east plaza and bugis to search for more consignments..thurs and fri work evening so noon dunno wan to go out anot..sat morning gonna swim swim wif qing n han, lunch together after swimming but after tt dunno go home or wat..though got short 5 days break..but it's more lyk give me more days to make up for my slping time..hahaWell..Nothing to do today so went to try some iq test..actually is not really got nth to do, but i juz cant settle down myself to start my individual assignments which are due soon! haha..i tried a few iq test from different website and the result was 'moderately above average intelligence'..okie lah..the result was not fantastic and was not too bad..just like normal pple so nth special to me..Well i decided to start to motivate myself and do research on my project after blogging..Jia you! Jia you! Jia you! (looking forward to my 2 weeks holiday in bout 4 weeks time!)
Sunday, 18 November 2007
11:05 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
It's such a tiring day today..working today it's lyk so stressed up..so many customers coming in crowds..all at one go..with my back aching somemore and assignments to rush while working..
Actually my mood was still alright in the afternoon cuz the working environment and ambience is not so tensed up..It was when it's night time tt work has been ongoing nonstop..tons of disc to pack, tons of disc to scan, giving coupons, finding shows and the thing is everything had to be done fast as typical singapore customers dun lyk to wait to be served..and all the weird request and troublesome customers will choose to pop up when their is a big crowd of people waiting to be served..
My mood turned extremely bad when this inconsiderate lady came..she returned a stack of disc and after all the checkings and scannings, she got herself a $6.50 coupon rebate for her early return of discs..when i gave her the discount coupons, she demanded tt she want it in cash..and of course my ans to her was i am not able to do so..and she start to yell and complain when the shop is full of pple..and she even said tt my boss said can refund her cash back..but the ting is..my boss is not around today..and at the place where i'm working at, the customers are famous for saying my boss said this said that in order to get wat they want..but whenever i ask my boss to confirm, he will say he nv said such things b4..so of course, i die die oso didn't change it for her n i told her tt she could come back to change for another set of coupons when my boss has extended the expiry dateline..and she said why shld she make another trip down for nth..i mean she also have to understand tt my colleague and i are just part time staff, and we are being empowered by our boss to a certain limit..lyk simple exchange disc policy or refund of disc policy i can make the decision even when my boss is not arnd..moreover, i've been working there for more than a yr, i have nv seen my boss allowing customers to change discount coupons to cash..if it's $0.50 or $1 or even $2, i probably can give in to her..the most if i tell my boss and he not happy wif it i can afford to top it back..but $6.50 discount coupon to cash is impossible for me to change it for her..if i really got to top it back, it's lyk 1.5 hr of my pay..and there are so many customers there at tt time listening toher complain, wat if everyone said the same ting to me to demand to change discount coupon to cash, then wat shld i do..i cant possibly change all discount coupons to cash..and she ended saying us we are inflexible and rigid..i mean come on lah..there's an extent to how flexible part time staffs can get rite..$6.50 to her is impt to her then to us staff and my boss is also impt wat..and i already offered her a solution to change for antoher set of coupons tt has extended dateline but she insist for cash..
Sometimes i really find tt some customers are just so horrible lor..although everyone always says, customers are always right, but sometimes it just seems tt bcuz of tis statement, pple tend to think tt they can get wateva they want and request since they are always right..sometimes i tink tt pple are too pampered bcuz of tt statement..too pampered such tt there are more and more pple lyk e one i've met today..there is still a certain rules and regulations or guidelines tt staffs haf to follow and abide to..she want it her way but cant she understand tt we have our diffcult spots too..?it's not tt i cant understand her..she probably feel tt since she make an attempt to return early, she 100% is qualified to entitle the coupon rebate..but cant she understand tt we are oni allowed to give discount coupons as rebate, cash is not allowed..if she wan exceptions, can..tell my boss instead of making us in such a difficult position..
After solving with the lady's problem, i still haf to fake out a smile to smile and serve other customers..and this feeling makes me really feel so disgusted lor..even after eating chocs today it still doesn't make me fel any beta..
Friday, 16 November 2007
12:09 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
It's the end of semester 2 week 4..And i'm proud to say i'm still surviving well in this sem..I did attend lecturtes and tutorials..even for morning lectures i oso went..haha..and miracle happen yesterday..just when i announce seok chin to be out of this competition, then she appear for morning 9am lecture on the next day..lolz..cant understand what she thinking..no challenge le then turn up..Well, up to know i'm still like quite relax..but in actual fact all my assignments and tests are due soon..Mon 19/11 Communication skill 2 written document submissionWed 28/11Hospitality and tourism management project research sharing on individual partsThurs 29/11Hospitality and Tourism management testFashion merchandising quizFri 30/11Communication Skill 2 in-class written testSat 1/12Customer relationship management and internet retailing testFri 7/12Hospitality and tourism maangement individual project submissionAll the above are like 1 or 2 weeks time and till now I have not touch a single thing..Those are the majoer ones that will affect my personal grades..which means i have yet include those minor minor group projects progression..Soon when the datelines are reaching, i'll be burning midnight oil again!
Tuesday, 13 November 2007
11:51 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
New announcement!
I'm here to OFFICIALLY announced that out dear contestant Miss Ng Seok Chin, has been declared totally defeated due to her three absence in lesson without mc (2lect+ 1 tut)..her determination lasted for only 3 weeks since the school term starts! haha..
Now left wif me, qing n han on battle!
Sunday, 11 November 2007
10:50 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Happy 19th birthday to our dear Qianhan..haha..*hope you like the present wor..
Celebrated her birthday yesterday instead of today (which is the actual day) cuz sunday some pple including me cannot make it..well..we went sentosa siloso beach..quite fun wif the usual pple..luckily it wasn't raining in the afternoon though there's no hot sun..we went into the water till knee level oni and played 'monkey'..and i really so so so lousy lor..we oni played monkey for bout 1 hr or less then i today muscle ache le..haihz..ever since get into poly then nv exercise le..see..play ball awhile will muscle ache le..some more we din run..is stand on the spot to throw oni..lolz..
Had dinner yesterday at geylang..just one word to describe the food there.."yummy"!..lolz..we eat the tian ji zhou, after tt rest for 5 min and headed towards the you tiao da wang to haf our secong round..my stomach almost bloat until burst lor! haha..anyway..bought a small slice of cake for han but cuz singing birthday song in geylang abit weird..so we headed to qing's hse to celebrate instead..haha..stayed in her room to enjoy air-con and songs for a few hours then everyone catch the last bus home..
Well..sun-tanning failed but still there's great laughter and enjoyment wif everyone..hope our birthday gal really did enjoy herself yesterday..haha..
Thursday, 8 November 2007
10:31 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
What a day!
Today's a public holiday, and well, happy Deepavali to all..while people are having fun outside or relaxing at home, I'm oso at home but having diarrhea..It seems lyk i'm having diarrhea at least once a month..what a torture! the feeling of wanting to vomit but cant is horrible, the pain in my stomach is so unbearable..haihx..
Wednesday, 7 November 2007
11:56 am Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
I am so so so angry and pissed off tt i decided to goto my sch lab to blog just to vent all my anger!
This morning i took a cab to school cuz i dilly-dally too long at home so i left hse quite late..decided to take a cab since the peak season is over which means there's no extra $2 surcharge..so i took a TRANS cab drove by a stupid INDIAN taxi driver..i'm not being racist here but i really hate indian man lor..firstly in my wallet there's oni a small change of $7 and a big note of $50..and normally when i took cab to sch after the peak hours is oni $6.50, the most is $7! and today dunno why and how the stupid driver drive, it becomes $8.40..so when the driver stops at engine sch where my lecture is held, i took out the $50 note..and the stupid indian man say in a very guai lan tone,"I dun haf small change u noe?!", then he look away.. then i told him i oni haf $7 small note and a $50 note..and he said"so how?!" in a tone lyk a owe him a big sum of money lyk tt..how wld i noe how rite..in the first place he is driving the cab and he shld haf small change when he drive cab mah..pple who take cab is either rushing for time or got too much money and wan to spend some..even if a haf some fault tt i din tell him i dun haf small change at first..but he also has fault tt as a driver he shld haf prepare more small notes wat..even if i give him a $100 note as a driver he still haf to provide me with the change..such a simple service he dunno meh..if he really doesn't noe then dun drive a cab lah! and guess what he still tell me..
"NEXT TIME YOU GOT NO SMALL CHANGE THEN DUN TAKE CAB, TAKE BUS LAH!"
WHAT THE HELL!how can say tt to me..i got money to spend cannot ar!now i'm the customer taking his cab..he dun haf small change is not my fault wat..it's not i dun wan to pay.. now it's he cant accept my payment cuz he got no small change..and when he tok to me, he's basically lyk shouting at me in a very pissed off irritated tone lah..now i'm the one paying him not he pay me to take his cab leh..STUPID INDIAN MAN!
And he say, "YOU DUN LYK TT SHOUT AT ME U NOE! SO RUDE!"
WAh!!!wat the hell..! in the first place is he shout at me first..and i din pay him to shout at me rite..he shout at the customer very polite meh..so wat he is in the 40 plus..he oso has not right to scold me lor..and i seriously tink i dun deserve tt scolding lor..fir the fact is i pay him is living expense leh!!!!!!so angry lor..early in the morning spoil my mood..
STUPID INDIAN MAN!!!!
Tuesday, 6 November 2007
12:06 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Feel tt i'm so stupid man!
Went out shopping yesterday(mon) after my morning lecture which ends at 11am..so decided to go ms first to shop around while waiting for boy boy to finish his lesson..bought a cardigan and two square-necked tops at ms..cardigan is $26.90 while the tops were at 2 for $34.. so means each top is bout $17..tt particular store sells tops almost similar to those tt can be found at bugis..so i was still thinking why bugis didn't sell tt particular top cuz i didn't see it when i went bugis on sat..so after shopping at ms i went down to bugis to meet boy boy..and i was determine to go bugis to search for the similar tops tt i bought at ms..so bo liao rite!yah..cuz i got nth to do while wating..and guess at..i really found it..! and it's selling at 2 for $20..it's exactly the same quality, same design, same length, wider cariety of colours, but oni different price..i feel so damn stupid lor..With tt $34 i can buy the same top but i can buy 3 instead of 2 and even save $4..Haihz..but then it's not i dun wan check it out at bugis street first..but i didn't see it at bugis on sat..those tt i saw were all round-neck tops which i dun wan..haihz..sad..for nth i spend extra $14 for 2 tops..!
So i vented my sadness on k box after shopping at night at hougang plaza..haha..boy boy paid first..but i said i'll pay him next time cuz i juz dun wan spend more money after buying the tops..as in i dun wan physically hand out the money to another person..haha..abit stupid lah.. but i wan to wait till my dad gives me money then i pay him back the k box money..haha..
Sunday, 4 November 2007
4:05 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
Really 佩服 myself yesterday..in 30 mins of shopping time i spend $80 on buying clothes again..haha!
Saturday..
Went to pay my dear grandpa a visit cuz he had already start calling me to complain tt he hasn't seen me for a long time..haha..feel so guilty so went down today to haf dinner with him..and i had my favourite chicken wing tt my grandpa made for me! i can never find the same taste of chicken wing outside..
Saw my cousins they all today too..a few months never see them and they are lyk so tall le! all of a sudden i feel so so so so so short!and they are oni lyk between 8-11 yrs old oni..at first i cant even recognise two of the brothers who turn out to look so much alike though they are not twins..spent quite some time to figure out who is who..such a failure..cant even recognise my own cousins..haha..
Went bugis for a walk at night and lyk i said i spent $80 on two shirts and two jeans..Met up with boy boy at ms after tt to catch a movie.."game plan" by the used-to-be wrestler-'the rock'..quite a nice comedy..and some parts quite touching..
Sunday..
As for today..usual work..and i brought my laptop to work..purpose is not to do assignments but i brought it to watch serials..haha..cuz my colleague will always 霸占 the tv at my workplace..so i brought laptop and we can watch any shows we want..and here i am blogging at work..it seems lyk i get paid to blog, msn n watch disc..haha..
i love my job and it's the best job i ever had! haha
Thursday, 1 November 2007
11:53 pm Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
突然之间我觉得活着好累..意义何在..?
总是告诉自己 "要坚强, 要乐观, 要开心点"..如果 "笑一笑事情可以变成没什么大不了的", 那该有多好..在我这区区的18年以來..事件就像大浪一样, 一次又一次的沖向我, 让我快要崩溃了, 快要撑不住也坚持不住了..
