Sunday, 30 September 2007
11:18 pm Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
After working 10 hours for 4 consecutive days..i feel so so so so tired!
Feel proud of myself tt i packed the storeroom and the pile of messy disc at the shelves..well, i did not finish packing the whole storeroom today though..how could i possibly be able to pack thousands of disc in just one day..but i'm proud tt i got the determination to get myself started! haha..
Today suddenly 有所领悟..
Be a good customer first if u want to receive good service..Just the same as 'treat pple the way u want pple to treat u'..
I'll leave out the lond-winded stories tt leads me to the above statement..lolz
Just a close shave today..i nearly start to tink bout wat happen the last week n got myself into the emotional side of me..luckily i 'slapped' myself awake..lolz..
Thursday, 27 September 2007
11:48 pm Y
Post title : Back to old self..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
For the past few days, i guessed i'm already back to my old self..
Recently no emos. no anger, no upset n not vex..or mayb i manages to keep it back to my ownself deep inside me..
26th sept 07
Well dated han for swimming session..the oni exercise i lyk cuz i wont feel the sticky sweat..it's nice to be in the water, some more yest's de pool water is warm instead of cold..haha..
Met up wif a few peeps for dinner- han, des and augustine..Went hotstones at clarke quay were tik works..n i realise i got abit of 'bbq phobia'..lolz..Dinner was great..some more still got pple treat me..haha..congrats to des cuz finally he cleared the two meals tt he owe me..lolz..Went home after the meal cuz me n han already quite tired after the swim..well..overall had a great day on wednesday..
To think i actually lose control of my emotions a few days back which is not like the usual me..dunno wat exactly is wrong wif me..feel rather silly to brood over those matters..i always remind myself life is already so short and miserable so dun be silly to brood over unhappy tings..tis is the second time in my lifetime tt i lost control of my emotions..deep inside me nobody will noe how n wat i'm tinking and feeling..just hope nth lyk tis will happen in the future, then i'll always appear n feel tt i'm always happy n carefree..
Monday, 24 September 2007
11:54 pm Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Today is not really a bad day as compared to the previous ones..
Cause my dearest friend qianhan send me her regards..lolz..she still feel guilty towards wat happen on qing's birthday..she really very cute lor..say she still feel weird to hurt my beautiful hand..haha..din expect her will say tis kind of tings de..but we say we will go swimming some day..n tt some day will be soon!
Went out for a stroll today again..enjoying the breeze can help to make someone feel beta..yup..i guess i will be alright n be the same me again..lyk wat everyone say to me..tml will be a beta day.. n hopefully it will be for me..!
Sunday, 23 September 2007
11:10 pm Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Still the same day..but at least i'm at work..dun haf so much time to tink nonsense..
Feel so lethargic..i today juz keep doing the photoshop stuff tt my boss asked me to do oni..when customers come i pretend i nv see them cuz i dun feel lyk serving them..i noe i very bad n tt is an attitude tt i shldn't haf under service line..but..hmm..'cant help it' is just an excuse..so i can oni admit to my own mistake..
anyway..thanx to those who really cares for me and bother to ask me how i'm feeling le..i appreciate it..
*Desthanx for the chocolate today..it helps to made my mood less moody..
Saturday, 22 September 2007
11:07 pm Y
Post title : another day
♥ You'll never know the real me.
It's another not so gd day for me..
3rd day le..
A little bit beta after a stroll..but after tt back to the low mood again..really dunno wat's wrong wif me..
my mind juz keep appearing the same 'one'..
Friday, 21 September 2007
11:50 pm Y
Post title : Still bad..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
It's still another bad day today..
Low morale..
Low mood..
Upset..
Pain..
Just dun feel lyk smiling or laughing..even if i wan to..i juz cant..
wat's wrong wif me again?!haihx..
My mind has alot of rubbish and impossibilities running through..I juz cant seem to get rid of those rubbish..!
~give me a break~
1:38 am Y
Post title : Unlucky day..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Hmm..let's pretend now is still 20th sept 2007..
Xiao Qing,Happy birthday!hahaIt's kinda abit late to wish her on blog cuz juz came back from her birthday celebration..lolx..busy and kinda unlucky today..went to collect balloons n cake after tt rush down to marina there de steamboat..do some decoration and sit there and 'enjoy' the hot weather..lolx..
dunno y althought there's alot of pple today but i juz dun feel very high..lyk abit not in the mood..but i still did enjoyed myself! seeing the peeps joke and haf fun..got burnt by oil while han bbq-ing some prawns..and i cried twice, as in drop tears twice..lolx..once when sweetheart they all try to scre me with firestick, another time when des goh poke my hand where it got burnt..痛死我了..when i was going home..i stupid cat was at my hse there de corridor..sitting right in the middle of the corridor and miao at me!hate it lor..make me haf to take lift down and climb stairs up to my hse from the other end..haihx..so 倒霉!
*hanDun need to feel guilty le!lolz..it's okie de..haha..
Monday, 17 September 2007
10:25 pm Y
Post title : Shopping!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Well, today met up with Qianhan for shopping time..hmm..had a hard time choosing the stuffs as usual and a took a long sweet time..
Today 收获不小..but i bought a small sling bag for myself oni..took quite some time to decide on the colour but in the end decided to get black instead cuz black is still the safer n easy matching colour..n it's cost oni $9.80..haha..well..i had some self-controlled over myself..so i oni bought the sling bag..haha..
Yup..today is a happy day for me..haha..sweetheart noes it all n i bet i sounded silly to her when i called her up..haha..but i juz cant control 我心中的喜悦..lolx..
Sunday, 16 September 2007
11:23 pm Y
Post title : Rats!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Wow..today every step and every move at work have to be extra careful..for the first time i see rats! in the shop..was about to go into the storeroom when i see the rat on the floor..吓死我了! and some more it's not a small one it's quite a big one..my qing ai de say cuz my workplace de back gate got hole tt's y it will come into the shop..for the next half day i dun dare to step into the storeroom again unless really no choice lyk if got customer want disc which is from inside..i dun even dare to stand on the floor..for the whole day if can, me and qing ai de will sit on the high stool with our legs held up..haha..and she still try to scare me but in the end she got scared when i scream to scare her for fun..haha..
Yesterday stayed at home to watch korean drama..hmm..not in the mood to go out..dunno y..feel tt sometimes juz stay at home quietly seems good also..i dunno wat i'm expecting or hoping..but juz feel kinda disappointed yesterday for no reason..maybe is i tink too much again bah..Tml going out to buy tings and get some things which i delayed for two weeks le to be done..mayb shopping is the only activity tt prevent me from 胡思乱想吧...
Wednesday, 12 September 2007
11:34 pm Y
Post title : results out!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Finish another show..taiwan series..'why why love' or chinese is called 'huan huan ai'..hmm..it's nice but the ending abit not up to wat i expect..juz lyk wat qianhan told me..story line acceptable to me..got touching n cute parts..but still i wan say again i tink the way the series end is not gd enuf for me..haha
Yup..results out today..overall not bad..beta than wat i tink but not as good as wat i always expect of myself..so wateva it is..still good enuf..shall work harder the next semester..!
Hmm..this afternoon went ahead wif k still even though it's without them..although less pple but still fun..des treated me to changing appetite for dinner..1 burden down for him cuz he actually owe me two meals cuz of some bets we made..lolz..so another one is at tik's work place..haha..probably two weeks later then go eat bah..haha..the desserts there taste so-so to me..but i dun really lyk the taste of their main course..some more today eat half way suddenly black out..but still can see the food cuz we sit near the entrance where there is still lights from the shopping mall..haha..
*desremember to start saving money..dun anyhow spend for the next few days hor..haha..now i got no show to watch again..haf to wait for juan to pass me the 'goong-s' to watch..haha..or mayb i can go my workplace see got wat show available for me to watch..haha..
Tuesday, 11 September 2007
11:20 am Y
Post title : 烦!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Yesterday was in a super bad mood..watch vcd 'why why love' oso wont improve my mood at all..对于plan事情, 我感到越来越烦..sick off last min changes..sick of irresponsible people..i can understand certain circumstances whereby some people oso cant do anything to change the result..but those people who are still deciding cant they make a decision fast instead of deciding to give me last min ans again?!
It seems that whenever i put effort to make things work out pple tend to take it for granted..whatever it is..i wont put myself in tt circumstances anymore..when i put in effort to make everyone gather to have fun somehow there will be pple who think it is an easy n fun task..making the initiative to contact everyone is not sth i'm obliged to do..it is not easy to gather everyone when different pple haf different work schedules..really not easy at all..I am the one who said there's outing..i'm the one who told everyone tt it is confirmed..i am the one who cause pple to take off..i'm the one who cause pple to choose not to work on tt day.. n i am also the one who inform everyone tt it is cancelled..in the end..i am the one who feel the most guilty because i am the one who cause pple to give trouble to another person lyk their boss or whoever..i get so pissed off whenever i tok bout it..it's not i'm not willing to do so..but if pple appreciate it then at least it shows it's worthy of me tt i put in effort to plan it..
It makes me feel so horrible..n i really hate this feeling..i do feel disappointed but i cant do anything cuz the outcome is not decided by me..i cant make choices for pple..bad mood makes my day bad..yesterday, today n hopefully not for tml..
Saturday, 8 September 2007
11:48 pm Y
Post title : Boy Boy's day
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Had a great day today..went singing with Boy Boy..then followed by shopping..hmm..spend quite alot today so the next few weeks i'm going to stay at home to watch series..haha..can save money..lolx..but some days already got plan to go out le..so no choice..oni can self-control when outside le..
Took disc from woon tik le..haha..I got show to watch liao! wont be bored anymore..bought godiva chocolates for tik oso..haha..he look so shock when he got the chocolate lor..but at least he's happy..actually today went bugis oso got buy sth for sweetheart dino to eat de..but i forgot she told me she got transfered to another outlet..when i bought the thing and went to her workplace then i recalled she got transfered..haha..so blur..actually oso intend to buy one bracelet for my dear juan de..but the bracelet too big n cant adjust shorten it de..hmm..People, dun say i'm rich..lolx..sometimes just wan to buy some things for frens as long as it can make the person happy..so everything is worthwhile..
Recently i found the koreans songs that i wan..songs from the series i watch..nice and sweet..haha..
Friday, 7 September 2007
11:17 pm Y
Post title : 我中毒了!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
My mother say "我中毒了.." lolz..
Because i just watch finish another korean show n haf nothing to watch at this moment..why why love still wif woon tik n he's not at home so cant get from him yet..haha..i sounded lyk i'm going to die to my mother..lolz..she say 我中了连续剧的病毒..haha..沒办法..now holiday..n at this time channel 8 and channel u got nothing for me to watch..n tml is my off day..although i'm abit tired but as long as i nv watch disc i cant slp! lolz..luckily i can get to use the computer..otherwise 后果将会不堪设想! haha..
Yesterday just watch finish a korean show "my ugly sweetie"..the first 2-3 disc abit boring to me but at the back was very nice..quite sad n i nearly cry..the ending 看了会让我感到心酸..it just shows that人与人之间 there is sth called 有缘无份..and it cant be help..and 当你拥有他/她的时候一定要好好珍惜, 要不然分开后才感到后悔也许就已经太迟了..当你错过了老天爷給你的缘份你再怎么努力也许已经来不及了..
Probably not everyone will believe in fate..but i do..every couple who got together is cause they haf fate with each other but those who broke up i could only say 他们有缘无份吧..
Wednesday, 5 September 2007
11:20 pm Y
Post title : Exercise!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Miracle happened today!!!
lolx..i went swimming today!Alone! haha..today feel very motivated to go swimming..actually was unable to go swimming cuz sth wrong wif my swimming costume but in the end managed to settle it..so yup..i went swimming!haha..those who noe me shld noe tt i very lazy to go do some exercise especially when i haf to do it alone..so today i'm in gd condition tt i will 坚决 go swimming..haha..so happy..n i'm proud of myself!super proud! haha..
Met up with Tik to pass him disc..n wat a coincidence to take the same bus as him..haha..timing so accurate..lolx..
lately sth wrong with my digestive system..so shall avoid oily food..plus after so long i still haf yet recover from my cough..lolx..i muz faster recover then can go singing wif all my dear peeps..
to my dear friends out there who are sick..
pls take gd care of urself oso..
*怎么办
Tuesday, 4 September 2007
11:30 pm Y
Post title : Farewell
♥ You'll never know the real me.
For the past few days, i had been staying at my grandpa hse..has been jolly well enjoying myself and eating all the gd food cooked by my grandfather..haha..Had been watching dvds and doing a puzzle..and my grandpa tried to played with the puzzle too..he took a very long time but still cant figure out a single piece..haha..love him lots..
Hmm..Sunday
Met up with qing, Tik, and his click de peeps-Zhen Wei and Shu An to send Chong Soon off for his overseas attachment..kinda she bu de him cuz he is one of my gd fren who can tok nonsense wif me..lolx..but i believe 5 months will pass very fast and we can continue to tok nonsense again!haha..had a 'last lunch' wif him before he check in to took his flight..his mum was lyk so she bu de lor..everyone of us stood there until Chong Soon was out of our sight..n tt fella at least still got liang xin to give us a msg..Haha..
Even though he may not see it..but i still must say..
*Chong Soon..Must jia you through the five months! Take care of urself and hope you have recovered from ur flu! 要吃得好, 睡得好, 穿得好, 还有要照顾好自己! (^_^)
*Sweetheart
Take care of urself..dun sick anymore le!and hor..dun always tell ur ah bao my life story lah..so awkward!lolz..see ya soon..n get well soon! muacks..
*Qing
Hope u can get a job soon!
